August 2011
3 posts
That awkward moment when everyone has an iphone.
miguelofthedark:
And I’m just sitting there like
More here.
i don't know if anyone reads my blog anymore.
i never really understood anxiety until i got it bad over a month ago. it started to get better and i was almost feeling normal.. well as normal as i ever was. and now it’s happening all over again. it’s honestly the worst ever because i feel so depressed too. i can’t explain it. i’ve NEVER had troubles sleeping before. i was always the first asleep. and now i stay up...
July 2011
4 posts
In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get...
txt it
mom: Where did u guys go make sure u dont drink and drive because the cops are in full force during stampede me: Oh shit ians driving and drinking…….. a milkshake hahahah mom: Lol
June 2011
3 posts
I like people too much or not at all.
– Sylvia Plath (via speak-slow)
May 2011
14 posts
ramble n rant n shit.
honestly i don’t understand why you’re always so cold to me. you get mad at me because i’m never home….. i’m never home cause theres nothing to do! and it’s nice out and i wanna go out. then i come in and you say like one word to me…it’s awesome when you can be so ignorant when i try to talk to you. maybe if you asked how my day was then i’d...
You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little...
– (via eletheowl)
just gunna be perfectly honest right now
i’m bummed the fuck out. sick of my everyday routine. not to sound like a cliche angsty teenager but theres gotta be more to life than this shit hole and feeling like shit all the time. there. has. to. be.
following-sirius:
We could be the early sunrise right before it reaches the windows rim. We could be the darkening sunset that cries for a few more moments of exposure. We could be the dawning cry of mother birds, chirping to announce their presence. We could be the train that rides off on boundless journeys with happiness in mind.
But we’re just a spur of emotion that has lost its course.
i always wonder about the future will i be happy? will i be attractive? will i work a 9-5 office job? will i have kids? who will i marry and what will he be like? will i even get married? will i be lonely? will i have a golden retriever named badoof? will i gain lots of weight? where will i live? in calgary? somewhere warm in the states? somewhere in europe?
i need a happy ending and a new beginning
i just have to keep telling myself it’s for the better and that we both need a fresh start. we both deserve to be happy. it just sucks cause you’ve been a big part of my life for so long i almost don’t know what to do. i’m sure i’ll figure it out eventually.
April 2011
29 posts
l.e
i miss you everyday and i still think you’re the fucking BEST can’t wait till we are together. :)
i fucking HATE being a girl.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
giving myself a hysterectomy
virtute-the-cat:
holden was right i shouldn’t ever tell anybody anything
But its like the butterfly effect, like one flutter and everything changes. That’s what it is like with people. People come in and out of your life, sometimes they hurt you, really, really bad, and sometimes you hurt them, sometimes they stay for a long time, or only a little, but they all change you, everyone you meet makes you, who you are in a way. So thank you, thank you a lot, you did change...
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i've got some issues that nobody can see and all...
lately i’ve been feeling pretty shitty. no one really knows because i’ve almost stopped blogging and tweeting all together. i don’t tell many people because it’s just not worth it to me. i don’t know who my friends are because well, some talk behind my back, tell my secrets, some just don’t care, others i just never get to see.. so i don’t know. i know...
i feel weird because it is impossible for me to have straight guy friends y tho?