That awkward moment when everyone has an iphone.

miguelofthedark:

And I’m just sitting there like

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i don’t know if anyone reads my blog anymore.

i never really understood anxiety until i got it bad over a month ago. it started to get better and i was almost feeling normal.. well as normal as i ever was. and now it’s happening all over again. 
it’s honestly the worst ever because i feel so depressed too.
i can’t explain it. i’ve NEVER had troubles sleeping before. i was always the first asleep.
and now i stay up worrying.. about my family.. people i care about.. myself. all i think about is how sad the world is and how i want the best for everyone. 
it’s so shitty when you try to sleep but all you can do is watch the hours pass on your moms digital clock.
i have no appitite and the thought of any food repulses me. even though i know i’m super hungry.
i am so unmotivated though. i can’t focus on anything and i never do what is good for me. i think i might be scared to fail.. or maybe i’m just lazy and underachieving. it sucks because i know i have to change this if i want to feel better and less depressed. 
i don’t want to get out of bed but i know it’s not healthy and i have to get up. 
i know i have to force myself to eat. 
i have to clean my room even though it seems impossible to bring myself to do it. 
i have to call my hairdresser
i have to call the gym
i have to call my therapist 
i have to be social and not isolate myself. 
i have to force myself to do these things because in the end maybe i’ll be happy again.
honestly all i want is to be happy. 
i’ll even settle with content. 
i know i have to do it for myself but sometimes it’s really hard. but life is hard.. and that’s just how it is  i just wish happiness came easy to me. i wish it wasn’t always a constant struggle to attain. 

(via dontgiveahoot)

“In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old people’s home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold watch and a party on your first day. You work for 40 years until you’re young enough to enjoy your retirement. You party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are ready for high school. You then go to primary school, you become a kid, you play. You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until you are born. And then you spend your last 9 months floating in luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating and room service on tap, larger quarters every day and then Voila! You finish off as an orgasm!”

txt it

mom: Where did u guys go make sure u dont drink and drive because the cops are in full force during stampede
me: Oh shit ians driving and drinking…….. a milkshake hahahah
mom: Lol 

OMGGGGGGGGGG… reminds me of my dog. and i am going to hunt him down now and force him to cuddle me. <33333

OMGGGGGGGGGG… reminds me of my dog. and i am going to hunt him down now and force him to cuddle me. <33333

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peru, argentina and brazil for 20 days. 
sigh.. 8 months and 19 days away.

not to mention.. i have to save  $4600 by then. that’s gunna kill me. well…. i’m 1/7 there already just gotta stop spending money on food and booze…. i can do that… right? 

“I like people too much or not at all.”
– Sylvia Plath (via speak-slow)

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yeaaaaaah 

ramble n rant n shit.

honestly i don’t understand why you’re always so cold to me. 
you get mad at me because i’m never home…..
i’m never home cause theres nothing to do!
and it’s nice out and i wanna go out.
then i come in and you say like one word to me…it’s awesome when you can be so ignorant when i try to talk to you. 
maybe if you asked how my day was then i’d come home more.  
and i don’t calll because it’s not necessary! i’m not doing anything bad i’m out with my friends enjoying the day not doing crack so stop getting me down. 

i hate this house.
i hate being at home where no one is welcoming
and you say you don’t want me to move out now…
too late!  

(via time-stops)

“You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing.”
– (via eletheowl)

(via rosetta-st0ned-deactivated20111)

just gunna be perfectly honest right now

i’m bummed the fuck out. 
sick of my everyday routine. 
not to sound like a cliche angsty teenager but
theres gotta be more to life than this shit hole and feeling like shit all the time.  
 there. has. to. be. 

following-sirius:

We could be the early sunrise right before it reaches the windows rim.
We could be the darkening sunset that cries for a few more moments of exposure.
We could be the dawning cry of mother birds, chirping to announce their presence.
We could be the train that rides off on boundless journeys with happiness in mind. 

But we’re just a spur of emotion that has lost its course.